Everything I Did To Myself / TRUTH / Lip Fillers, Botox, Plastic Surgery? VS Model | Vita Sidorkina

Overview

Vita Sidorkina opens her video by addressing a topic people often avoid: whether it’s “right” to be honest about cosmetic procedures—especially filler rumors involving the face and buttocks-related speculation that she says is unfairly conflated with her content.

She frames the conversation as relaxing and open. While she loves natural beauty and feels confident in her own skin, she believes that sometimes “fixing” perceived imperfections can be part of feeling comfortable—so long as it’s done in moderation and with good taste.

Main Points & Highlights

• Viral “model face” content & denial of buttock filler rumors

  • She refers to an Instagram reel where she did “model faces” (raising eyebrows, stopping a smile), which became popular.
  • Some viewers accused her of having “buttocks” fillers done on her face.
  • Vita strongly denies it, saying she hasn’t done that and that it’s “too early” for such an extreme step.

• Lips fillers—her first “I did it” confession

  • Vita explains her lips are naturally smaller, and she used to compensate with makeup (lining slightly above the edges).
  • Eventually, the difference bothered her enough that she decided to get lip fillers.
  • She insists the result looks natural and proportional and that it makes her feel more confident and comfortable.
  • Emotionally, she admits she didn’t want to discuss it at first, but later felt she shouldn’t lie about her own choices.

• Criticism from an agency after lip fillers

  • She shares a behind-the-scenes modeling-industry story in which she believes agents were initially unmotivated, then became harsh after she followed up about casting results.
  • After a brand casting, an agent allegedly criticized her lips as fake/horrible, suggested she’d have no future in cosmetic brand work, and pushed her out.
  • She contrasts this with a claim that top models (including Bella Hadid and Gigi Hadid—whom she praises) have had work done and it looks excellent when done transparently.
  • The confrontation ends with the agent reportedly saying: “you’re not Bella/Gigi.”
  • Vita says they parted ways afterward.

• Public comments & learning to care less

  • She acknowledges receiving insulting comments online (e.g., calling her ugly).
  • She says she’s now less bothered by such remarks than she would have been years ago.

• Breast implants—another procedure she later discusses

  • Vita reveals she had breast implants before Victoria’s Secret.
  • She says she felt “commercial” and wanted fuller proportions for lingerie and bathing-suit work.
  • She adds she worried about breastfeeding but ended up breastfeeding successfully, and claims she likes how her breasts look even more after pregnancy.
  • She says she kept the implants secret at first due to modeling-agency pressure—fear that clients wouldn’t want her—supporting her view that stigma around discussing procedures is unhealthy.

• Honesty vs. “promotion”

  • Vita argues that being open about cosmetic changes doesn’t “promote” surgery—it helps people set realistic expectations.
  • She compares it to outcomes: if someone has their own aesthetic, they won’t blindly copy others.
  • She suggests honesty reduces the likelihood that people assume bodies are perfect “naturally,” which can leave them feeling worse about themselves.

Tone / Memorable Reactions

• She repeatedly emphasizes self-acceptance, moderation, and honesty.
• The most dramatic moment is the modeling-agency confrontation, especially the “you’re not from that family” comparison to top models.
• She ends by urging viewers to be kinder online and stop attacking people behind screens.

Personalities Appearing

• Vita Sidorkina — main speaker/creator
• Unidentified modeling agency agent(s) — referenced in her story