The last time.

Recap / Main plot

Adrian (17), a Form Six student in Malaysia, records what he presents as possibly his last YouTube video. He introduces himself—his name/nicknames, friends, hobbies (drawing, especially Miku), games he plays with friends (Call of Duty zombies/teamwork, Honkai), languages, school life, and his part-time job at Chapel Street Jabber Street Cafe—before shifting into an emotional farewell.

He repeatedly asks viewers (especially YouTube) not to take the video down so his friends and family can still find and read his message.

Highlights & notable moments

• Intro + personal identity

  • He introduces himself as Adrian, saying he goes by “Tans”
  • He shares his background: his parents divorced long ago, and he lives with his mother and stepfather

• Hobby + fandom talk

  • He draws character art, especially Miku
  • He plays rhythm games in the Project Sekai / Project Diva style (with references to “My mind” / “Miku songs”)

• Friendship + gaming memories

  • He talks about playing games with friends from mixed backgrounds (Chinese, Malay, Indian)
  • He notes that teamwork online feels great, but it isn’t the same in real life
  • His standout memory is Call of Duty Zombies, which he describes as fun teamwork

• Emotional “last message” segment

  • He becomes serious and says he may not be able to meet people face-to-face to send his message
  • So, he uses the video instead

• Direct plea for safety/continuing existence

  • The tone suggests he’s in a dark mental place
  • He mentions a “voice” telling him it’s time to end
  • The video functions like a cry for help and a request for support

• Encouragement to others

  • He tells viewers/friends to stay strong, don’t give up, don’t fail
  • Be polite, be good to people, and keep yourself up
  • He also asks them not to feel guilty if they think they did something wrong

• Farewell to people

  • He thanks his mom, stepdad, teachers, siblings/cousins/aunties/uncles, coworkers, and his workplace team
  • He says he can’t name friends due to privacy

• A running “24” theme

  • He repeatedly states that his favorite/lucky number is 24
  • He says he “loves you guys 24 times”
  • He connects it to his birthday (September 24)

• Joke-ish/perverted-comic side comments (awkward humor)

  • He mentions being “a little bit of pervert”
  • He talks about liking Japanese actresses/adult comics, framing it as “jokes” or “crazy stuff”
  • This sharply contrasts with the serious farewell, creating an emotionally turbulent mix

• Gym & daily-life check-in

  • He mentions he gyms sometimes
  • He avoids studying by preference
  • He notes Thursday includes a school/business PP quiz
  • He contrasts normal life with his desire for more interesting moments

Key jokes / reactions

• “Don’t take down this video”

  • A recurring comedic-but-painful refrain
  • Becomes a practical fear: if the video is removed, friends can’t find his message

• Adult-comic/pervert talk delivered as “humor”

  • Presented like a joke, including calling out the “shock” reaction people might have
  • Creates a jarring mix of cringe humor and sincerity

• Frequent self-corrections + nervous pauses

  • Snorts/pauses and auto-caption-like artifacts make him seem overwhelmed
  • Reinforces the “last-recording” feeling

Main “takeaway”

The video is essentially a personal confession + farewell with a heavy undertone of mental distress. Despite the jokes and awkward humor, the core message is:

Stay strong, don’t give up, be kind, and don’t blame yourself—and he wants his friends/family to be able to see it.

Personalities / roles mentioned (at end)

• Adrian (“Tans”) – narrator; Form Six student; artist/gamer; part-time worker at Chapel Street Jabber Street Cafe
• Friends/classmates – people he studies and games with (names withheld for privacy)
• Family members – mother, stepfather, siblings/cousins, extended relatives
• Teachers/workplace coworkers – referenced with gratitude