Linda Moulton Howe Reveals the Experience That Started It All

Overview

Linda Moulton Howe describes a lifelong, formative experience that she believes set her on a path to investigate extraterrestrials and the deeper nature of the universe. She links that early moment to a decades-long mission—beginning in childhood curiosity and continuing through 44 years of investigation.

The Childhood Experience

Howe says that in first grade, at bedtime, she felt as if she were:

• “splitting” out of her body
• rising into the ceiling
• drawn toward a distinct “electric blue” light in her “cottage-cheese” ceiling

She never told her parents, but she interpreted the recurring inability to go through the ceiling as a kind of warning—possibly from a “telepathic” voice—followed by internal “exercises.” Even as a child, she says this led her to imagine concepts such as:

• the “end of infinity”
• “the end of everything”

A Broader Mission Over 44 Years

Howe connects her childhood drive to a larger investigative focus she pursued for the next 44 years, beginning with animal mutilations and expanding to:

• extraterrestrials (“everything” about them)
• the structure of the cosmos
• whether reality is holographic

She argues that physicists increasingly support the idea that the universe may be a hologram—suggesting it could be projected from another dimension or universe by something more advanced. Within this framework, she describes the universe as possibly functioning like:

a “training ground” or “university for souls”

In this “university,” beings learn contrasts such as:

• light vs. dark
• love vs. hate
• “white vs. black” across multiple frequencies

Testing the Limits of the Model

Howe presents her investigative goals as testing the boundaries of that conceptual model, including questions like:

• Could one pass through black holes into other dimensions?
• Do multiple universes truly exist?

She also references ideas she associates with Roger Penrose, describing him as telling her:

“we’re an infinity of cycles of time”

Howe interprets this as related to an underlying energetic structure in which universes may be “products” of those cycles.

Personal/Spiritual Memory and Past-Life Continuity

A major theme in Howe’s account is personal/spiritual memory and perceived past-life continuity. She claims she has memories from an earlier Egyptian life as a woman, with roles and knowledge she says connect to her present work. For example, she says that in that earlier life she:

• spoke publicly about extraterrestrials founding Mesopotamia

She also describes repeated dreams involving:

• papyrus
• a teaching mission
• the claim that her “students were all men”

Howe further alleges that her Egyptian counterpart was killed—poisoned—and that she experienced seeing her body after death from above. She says a voice asked what she learned to apply in her current life, and she answered that in her former death “her victory” was her mission’s success.

She adds that the experience still leaves unresolved questions, including:

• the origin of her soul
• where such beings/lives begin

Existential and Spiritual Questions

Howe returns repeatedly to existential puzzles, including why darkness or evil exists. She contrasts darkness with what she frames as an underlying truth of light, connecting it to spiritual language she paraphrases from the Bhagavad Gita—such as:

“the thought that dwells in the light”

She suggests that being in a human physical body may distance people from that light. She also argues that evolution of matter may be aligned with vibrating toward the light’s frequency.

Cosmic Asymmetries and Lifespan Claims

Howe highlights perceived cosmic asymmetries, including:

• her childhood vision of an “end of infinity”
• the universe’s apparent presence of darkness

She also states that some extraterrestrials (as she alleges) can live up to a thousand years by sustaining their cells, while she characterizes human lifespans and bodily processes as far more limited.

Presenters / Contributors

• Linda Moulton Howe
• Interviewer (unidentified; asks questions)